change...

...sucks. i want what i had back. i knew everything was going to change, but it wasn't supposed to happen until i left. until i had something to fill this hole. why didn't you listen? now i'm left with a mostly blank book, one that was supposed to tell the story. it's probably never going to be filled, and the story won't have an ending. it will just stop, and it's like reading a book almost all the way through only to find out that the last twenty five pages are missing. i'm left hanging and i don't know what to do. and that makes me angry with you.

what right do you have to do that to me? just drop me and pretend like it doesn't matter? you don't.